A Little of This and a Little of That

A little of this:

My quote of the day: The people who wrote the Bible were just as dedicated to truth as Fox News.

I pulled it from one of the guys I follow on Twitter. I could not have said it better myself.  

And now for a little of that:

For the past several months I've been trying to make a decision and it has really been driving me crazy. Normally I evaluate a situation, gather as much information as I can and make an informed decision. Well, this was a matter of the heart so it was not so easy. I met someone a while back and have not been able to get this person out of my head. We see each other a couple times a week and get along very well. In order for me to continue with this person I have to be willing to break two of my rules; not just one mind you but two! I don't put many rules upon myself so when I do there are very valid reasons for it. The last couple months I've been trying to decide whether or not I'm willing to break my own rules. I decided over the weekend that I'm not. I may very well be throwing away a fantastic relationship but I just can't do it. I'm sad about it and I'm a little bit afraid that I've made a bad decision but I put these rules in place for a reason and I just can't ignore that. We haven't seen each other for a few days now. I'm probably making another stupid mistake which I'm prone to when it comes to relationships but I gotta do what I gotta do. It's easy for me to make this decision right now but I know the first time I see that smile and hear that laughter I'm going to kick myself in the ass. Damn it gives me a stomach ache just writing about it. I guess it's a good thing my calendar is full all week and I'll be out of town this weekend. We wont see each other again until next Sunday. It sucks to be me right now :(